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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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...written on 2004-06-16, @ 5:23 p.m.
Well, I'm not gonna talk about my exam again. I knew I blew it already anyway. Okay I borrowed a Smallville novel from the library. I admit it here, that I've never even watched the show before. But I borrowed it none the less cause my friends knew all about that show and I don't. So I pretended that I 'like' it and confidently took it as if I was dying to read it there and then. How silly could that be? And I have to return the novel next week and that means that I've to go to the library that is situated far away from my class. Joy...
David sat on my place when I was away in the library. At first I wanted to just let him sit there, but I decided to take what's mine and shoo him off. Why can't he just sit at his own place anyway? Not that he had no place else to sit. Then when I brush him off, he asked if Atifah came, and I said no. Automatically he sat down next to me, in Atifah's place. Man I hate it! He was writing something I'm not so sure...maybe a letter or something. I don't wanna know. I just want him away from me as much as possible. And yet he managed to sit besides me! It's funny how last two months we're in the track for being friends, and now, we hate each other. Oh, make that 'I hate him'. I know he doesn't hate me, but why doesn't he even talk to me? I'm not the cold one here. He is. So what's the point of being close to the people that never even say hello to you. Or break the ice when he saw that I'm not talking to him, or emailing him anymore? Huh?
The fact is that I'm tired and I don't think David and I were friends at all. We'll never be friends. And I swear that someday he'll wish he does.