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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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blissful sadness
...written on 2004-08-18, @ 3:47 p.m.
I sneaked out of my bedroom last night at 2am to watch A Walk To Remember on HBO. I was dying to see that movie again...so I'm willing to sacrifice my sleep just to see it, even though I have the DVD. I dunno, it's just fun to see it on HBO. Fortunately my parents didn't wake up when I watch it. You know, the main reason I'm so determined to see it is because I wanna cry real bad. Yeah...it's the truth. That story is the only movie I saw that can make me cry like a baby ( no wonder Mandy Moore sing Cry in it). I wasted 7 sheets of tissue last night. It was wonderful. I felt very light and free after I cried all through the movie. I seriously love to cry. Nope, it's not that I cried easily, in fact I'm so hard to shed a tear ( in real life situations ). I just love the feeling when I cry. Like, my heart felt like it's breaking. It's sort of a sensation. God, I just love crying as much as I loved laughing. And I'm the one who agreed that a lot of both will do me good.
So basically, after last night ( or is it last morning? ), I'm left very tired, sleepy, overwhelmed and puffy eyed. That cannot be good for my studying at school cause I dozed-off mid-writing and my eyes can't function brilliantly. Well, I'm not bothered as I'm balanced now...and I got to cry after a long time.
So, okay, the new website executive is driving me nuts. She's always asking me how to add something to the PRS website. How can I explain to her about all the HTML thingy? I, myself had to teach myself by buying a 1000 pages HTML guidebook! And I can't possibly teach her by myself, as I'm not very good at it. And we can't meet in front of a PC together, which make this matter worst cause I can't explain to her emptyly, without any examples.
Today she's like, " when are you going to show me how to put something inside the website?" In my head, I just wanna blurt out, " Get outta my class, you idiot! I'm so freaking busy right now, can't you see?!" Moreover, what is she rushing for? Last time, I just leisured through my job and only completed the website in end of January this year. There's no fucking rush!