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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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just let me live my life...
...written on 2004-09-04, @ 8:13 a.m.
Suddenly, the song Freak Out by Avril had officially become my life's anthem. I don't know, it just brings out my realisation that life is more than just to be the perfect girl I could never be. That sometimes I just need to make some mistakes and just freak out and let go. Other people don't have the right to tell me what to do, because the life I'm living is mine. But sadly, I listened to them most of the time and I felt like crap.
Hey...I always imagine this scene, although it seems very drama-ish and surreal, I do hope it will happen when I found the courage to do so.
Mum: No, you cannot be an artist! I'm enrolling you to Harvard. You're goin' to be a doctor!
Papa: (nodding) Yeah, being a doctor is better than a singer or private investigator. You should listen to your mother and me.
Syafiq: Your voice suck! You can't possibly be a singer. Yuck!
Friends: (in union) Lose some weight! You look like a hot air balloon. We hate you...you're weird!
Teachers: (looking down at me) Why are you so quiet? You're stupid and you should study more and get perfect A's.
And suddenly, I jump up and...
Me: (singing out of tune) Just let me live my life, I can't ever run and hide, I won't comprimise, cause I never know. I'm gonna close my eyes, I can't watch the time go by, I won't keep it inside, freak out let it go...I'm gonna freak out let it goooo...!
Poof! All the intruders are gone and I live happily ever after, living my own life.
p/s: Of course, all this is just my imagination. Anyone reading this, please don't take it seriously cause I'm practically crazy right now.
Peace out.