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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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insanity struck (many times)
...written on 2004-10-11, @ 4:00 p.m.
*singing like Avril* There's not much going on today! I'm feeling bored, it's getting late! What happened to my Monday? Monday has come, the day I hate..aaaate.
Huh..okay I'm officially outta my mind. So please excuse my insanity.
I really can't wait to move out from this house. This house is rented by my mum. It's like, I cannot do anything to this house. I mean, I cannot even design my own room, some of the boxes when I moved here are not even opened, it's untidy, and many more. As for now, I'm dying to get a table that can be folded, for me to study properly. This is because my study table is getting smaller everyday and I can't even see the table's surface! It's totally full of things; books, make-up, my hole-ly pants, and so many other miscellanous things. I don't even know where else to study, coz my room is depressing, with the dim light and all, and the hall have no table except this small computer table, and there's is so many distractors downstairs; tv, people, nagging, FOOD, etc. Actually I realised that maybe these things are the one who makes me feel so insane and depressed. I wanna win this exam, not just pass it. But I can't study. I just can't!
And now the goddamn school is doing a test. Gerak Gempur. I'm expecting this month to be the last hope for me to study hard, and I mean so fucking hard till my brain pop. But instead they're torturing me with all these tests. This morning was Bio. I sucked real bad..and that's 'cause I didn't learn a fucking thing about Bio over the weekend. I don't even wanna look at the book. Thank Goodness, God still loves me by asking the teacher to let us open our books during the test. So it's just like a revision exercise. Thank God!
And tomorrow is Add Math. So I really hope that I got sick tonight so I won't be able to get off my fat ass and go to school. I'm gonna die! My brain will burst into pink juices and trickle down my fat cheek.
Help me!
To anybody who read this entry, sorry if I caused that pain in your head and shoulders and for those who didn't, you're saved.
Lalalalaaalala.