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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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all alone in the moonlight...
...written on 2004-10-26, @ 2:23 p.m.
Why is life so unfair to me?
I just realized that CSJ actually came to the PRS farewell party which I'm lazy to go! Because today I got the new PRS Buletin and I saw a picture with him in it. Man, I was dying to see him again after so long, and he never came until the farewell party that I didn't fucking go!
Well yes, I thought I got over him long ago too. But I don't know. Suddenly I felt this huge loss in my life right now and perhaps by seeing him again, I can relive those happy last year memories. I wanna know what he's doing right now, where he went to college, what job he has right now, everything. And that's because I still care. I can't deny it. I still care about him.
He looked happy in the photo.
Hopefully.