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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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crappy grad
...written on 2004-10-27, @ 4:03 p.m.
Today is my highschool graduation day. Well, without the graduation robe and hat! It's kinda lame and I thought that it would be exciting. Oh, I'm so wrong. Anyways, I'm getting closer to leave the school pretty soon. I can't wait till the day comes.
I'm thinking about taking picture, my pictures, in front of the school. Posing in different positions. Grinning, angry, sad, waving goodbye, sticking my tongue out toward the school, anything. That would be so funny.
By the way, at school today everybody took photos. Some of them brought cool digital cams to school. I was immensely jealous of them and I think they are such show-off. I don't have any camera. the only one I had is so old, it can hardly produce nicely lit photos. Anyway, people didn't want me in their photos except Amalina. I feel so invisible! Though I don't care, I still feel kinda sad. It's like I'm not even there. Like a ghost.
Deep inside of me, I think it's good. Coz if they don't take photos with me, they will have no memory of me, and I'll have no memory of them. I don't want them to remember me. I don't wanna think of them either. Being here is not my choice and I still don't like it here. And I'm in that school just because I wanna sit for the exam and do well in my studies. I never thought of getting friends or whatever. And, like I've said so many times; they suck.
I'm better off alone.