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Hiatus
...written on 2004-10-27, @ 4:38 p.m.
Well guys, finally exam is next week. The first paper is Add Math on Thursday. And surprisingly, I'm not freaking out! I'm as relaxed as a huge rock. Yeah and I created that metaphor myself.
I truly feel that I'm getting better in Add Math. At least I'm trying my very best this time...even though it's pretty late to improve a lot. Last minute's work, people say. I don't care. I've tried. And for as long as I'm here in this world, everything I did was last minute's. And it worked pretty well.
At this point, I don't have any regrets anymore. I thought if this is gonna be my destiny, then bring it on. I cannot change anything that's gonna happen to me. My life is in God's trustful hands. I don't have to worry anymore. I chose to live this way, and this is what I get. I'll take whatever comes my way. And if I fail this ultimate battle, then I'll take it with dignity. Coz all I know is that I've work and study my ass off and I've tried very hard. If failure is my destiny, it's all God's will. All I can do is try harder next time around. Yes I truly believe that as one door closes, another door opens. If this SPM examination fail me, I'll look for another opportunity. A bigger opportunity to improve myself and become a somebody. I really will.
So this brings me to my hiatus. I think it's time for me to really concentrate on my exam and this exam is for real. It's big. So I have to study 24/7. I have to rest this diary for a while and maybe I'll come back in December. It's really hard for me to leave this corner of the net, where I express my feelings, my anguish, and my insecurity. I'll miss you guys so much when I'm gone. Please pray for my success in this exam...and may God bless you always.
Goodbye, fellow shipmates!