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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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Mad day
...written on 2005-07-18, @ 8:05 p.m.
I had a really bad case of 'bad mood' today. I don't know why, but I really hate everyone today. What's worst, when I'm in Chemistry tutorial class, I made some rude comments about 2 of my friends who went for a touch up in the toilet when the lecturer is coming. When they come back to class, I quietly said to myself " ok you're beautiful and pretty now " which was meant for them because I HATE PEOPLE WHO MAKE A LOT OF FUSS ON HOW THEY LOOK. And then Surianti who sits beside me is like " Is it true you talked like that just now? ". She heard my comments! And now she's like maybe thinking I'm a bad hearted person inside. I mean, she always gets me when I'm in the bad mood! There's once when I'm near her, I was really fed up with my room mates. So she knew that. And then this? Well, yeah 2 incidents cannot just label me as a bad person. But it's only her that has observed me behaving that way while everybody else maybe thinking of my good personality.
So now, I can't really stand it when I'm near her. She's not really close to me...but whenever I'm angry, she always 'communicate' with me. You see, when I'm in good condition, she hardly ever talk to me! Come on!
You know what she told me that makes me wanna yell at her just now? She said that only people who are alone and lonely tends to say comments like that. I was like, "What?" I'm not a lonely person, okay? I got a lot of friends, in fact a lot more than you do! So shut up your piehole! You are the one who's alone, Surianti! You are!
I'm sorry guys I just need to get this out off my chest. Maybe next time I'll relax a little.