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My name is Nash and I'm 19 this year. I live in KL, Malaysia. I have many cats. I am extremely funny. I can be quiet at times, but actually I'm easily bored. A chocoholic.
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sad but true...
...written on 2006-08-09, @ 11:17 p.m.
Huh...I regret that I printed pictures of Gerard and actually bring it to sleep one night. And on that very night, my roomate caught me doing that. And now she's been fussing about it, saying that I have a boyfriend that I never told her about! I kept on telling her, it was nobody, and that I don't have a boyfriend...and it's my favorite singer's picture. But she still insisted that it was my boyfriend's picture.
I'm getting very sick of her and then...I exploded. Three hours ago. I just shouted in her face.
"I don't have a boyfriend! How many times do I have to tell you this?! It's the damn truth! Boys have never liked me my whole life and nobody wants to be my boyfriend! Ever!"
Now I think she got it. Coz she never bought it up anymore (at least until now). Though I really like Gerard, I don't feel any better that someone even considered me being with him. I don't think I'm worthy of that kinda thing. Let's face it, not a single guy has ever been close to me.
And now suddenly I have a boyfriend? Guys just don't like fat gals! Guys are helpless! They hate fat gals!!!
Sheesh...I wondered how she even thought of me having a fucking bf!
Nashie
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